A Mother's Guilt....

Stockton has a very important soccer tournament in California this week. Brad is working on his shut down project. Which means Brad is working from 5 AM to 7 PM. He comes home exhausted, usually sound asleep by 9 PM. The girls are left....and they have so much STUFF! I hate it when I am not there. I am with Stockton in Lancaster for the Regional Soccer Cup. The girls have a dance recital, each have a field trip and if they advance in the tournament then I won't be home for clinics for next years dance tryouts. Can I miss anymore?? More than anything in this world I love being a mother and I hate to miss anything the kids are participating in. I know the girls are having fun, because they are staying at my mom's for the weekend and then they are going to the Adams', so Lori can help them off to school, thank you Lori, (Brad is sending you a Buckle card.) They never do sleepovers, so they are thrilled. But my greatest joy is being a part of everything they do. This is why we have been counseled to stay home if possible. Because our families are truly our greatest joy. I am so happy that I have such fanastic people in my life that are always so willing to help, Lori is getting the girls ready for the recital and hopefully Brad will get there to video for me. The Adams' girls said they would help the girls prepare for tryouts, thanks Sydnie and Lyndsie! I just hate missing . I may be missing but I am thinking about you, so good LUCK and do your BEST!!